Like most people, who had a bad life in yester-years, I was ever too eager to get out of miseries in the most unimaginable ways possible. Therefore, during my younger years I was to eager to learn about supernatural phenomenon.
Witchcraft, manifestation, ESP, time-travel, astral travel, etc, are among the topic which stimulates my mind, especially in bad times, when I was younger. My interests were sparked by the bad times I'd suffered as a child. I was a victim of physical abuse by my mother since young.
I was physically beaten up, punched, kicked, pinched, slapped, scratched, choked and even drowned back then. I survived all that. I thought I'd grow up to live a better live. However, that was not to be the case.
During my teens, I was never a happy person. Merely putting up a smiling face in front of others. That trait has followed me until my adult years. After dropping out from high school, I began to have a series of weird dreams where each night an old man would bring me and tell me strange stories and I was able to remember everything I see in my dreams.
Initially I thought it was a bad dream and forgotten about it. Later I realized that is a scientific term called hallucination. I believed this happened because I was depressed about my childhood and those symptoms of depression began to show.
I began self-therapy until one day I found that I was able to read a person's character via their handwriting. I began searching information and found that it could possibility be triggered by my over active mind.
During my adult years, I've also seen many broken families due to gambling debts and began researching on best betting method to win. So now, scientific and paranormal are kids stuffs to me.
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